10/5

Today was bullshit. Why? I don't know, I just wasn't feeling it today. I got birth control today. I went to the snatch doctor last Wednesday. I felt so violated and grossed out. It actually fucking hurt...I was tensed up as shit, and I was geeking out. I had to go though because I've had my period since July. That's right, fucking July. It's ridiculous. Dude...I'm starting to like this one kid that I used to be head over heels for. I don't want to like him again, it was just painful for me. I really think he still likes me too though. I know he has a girlfriend, but still. Yesterday I ordered a Billy Blanks Tae Bo DVD. I'm gonna start doing that everyday. Get my swell on. Dude, I'm going to see Def Leppard again on November 20th. But this time, I'm going to be front row. My sister is gonna try to get it on with Joe Elliott. I'm so stoked on it. It's gonna be fantabulous. Oh man, my sister and I need a really kick ass pair of shoes. They're so rock n' roll. I need money dude. Today I could have went for my driver's liscense. But I'm still not ready to take the test. Damn it. So, some of my friends want me to smoke weed with them. But I don't know if I'm going to. I mean, I'd try it...but I don't know when. So now I don't know what else to write. So I'm gonna go ponder as to how I'm going to lose a shit ton of weight by Christmas.